THE BEAUTIFUL MERMAID...

One day at midnight, I was mindlessly sitting and reading stories about people and how their lives were going on Instagram and Facebook (which apparently shouldn’t be my concern at all). I was scrolling down the posts as if something was wrong with my finger as it was refusing to stop. I was looking at happy faces, big lavish lifestyles, ads (of the things I like) in between, holidays and many other things which were triggering me. And suddenly, I realised that what have we done to our lives? Are we all going insane? All we have is a "show and show off" attitude. With this, we are digging our mental grave so deep that it is now extremely difficult to come out of that mud. We are undoubtedly putting ourselves in a crisis without realising that it is killing our invaluable feeling of "existence". After making life a total mess, we find solutions to clean it up. We manipulate our own emotions and then try to convince our hearts with various techniques, and then try to ...

एक वक़्त था जब खुद को ढूंढ रही थी, मौका तलाश रही थी खुद को तराशने का, मैं क्या हूँ ,मैं कौन हूँ और क्यूँ हूँ? , बस आज जब खुद को जानने लगी हूँ , अब लगता है खुद को इतना क्यूँ समझने लगी हूँ पहले दुःख मे रोती थी और सुख मे हंसती थी, आज ना दुःख में दुःखी और सुख मे सुखी होती हूँ, क्यूंकि समझ लिया है की इनके दोगले चेहरे है, कभी आते है कभी बिन बोले चले जाते है , अब इनका हाथ तो थाम लिया है पर इनकी तरफ देखने का मन नहीं करता , लगता है ऐ ज़िन्दगी अब तुझे थोड़ा समझने लगी हूँ लोग आएगें दो बाते प्यार की बोलकर चले जायेगें , जानती हूँ मैं , मैं फिर भी उनसे मोहब्बत बेशुमार करुँगी, क्यूंकि ज़िन्दगी बहुत छोटी है ये जान चुकी हूँ , लगता है ऐ ज़िन्दगी अब तुझे थोड़ा समझने लगी हूँ बीती बाते आज भी याद आती है, कितनी भी कोशिश कर लू ज़ेहन से नहीं निकाल पाती, कोई नहीं आएगा इस बक्से को बंद करने, ये खुद की जंग है खुद को ही लड़नी पड़ेगी , इतना जान चुकी हूँ मैं , लगता है ऐ ज़िन्दगी अब तुझे थोड़ा समझने लगी हूँ कोई नहीं याद करेगा तुझे मरने के बाद, शमशान मे जलाने के बाद ,कुछ दिनों में दिल से भी जला देगें, ...

‘If someone thinks that love and peace is a cliche that must have been left behind in the sixties, that’s their problem. Love and peace are Eternal’- john lenon Yes it is absolutely right! Love is one of the most profound feelings in the world, it cures people, it heals all the deep wounds .This feeling of ‘Being in love’ is incomparable and unmatchable. It is the only emotion in the world that makes you feel so foolish about yourself and at the same time you feel out of the world when your heart is dipped into the sea of love. Dedicating this to all the people who are fortunate, who are in love ,to all those who have someone always standing by their side, embrace the fact that at least you have someone to fight with, you can annoy someone and can drive someone crazy ;At least you have someone that you can celebrate your life with.It feels like the seventh heaven when you cuddle and hug the person you love.Don’t let your stupid little tiffs break your relationship, don’t ...

When i was pursuing law ,there were various career options that are available with me ,so it was on me to decide which way i have to push myself, where i would be perfectly fit in. Then i consulted and asked some people, all have tutored me differently ,some advised me that i should go for Judiciary, because there are scarcity of Judges and it is one of the most elite profession in the field of law ; Some told me that i should go for litigation because, it is quite challenging and never let your brain go underutilized ; Some told me that you are a Company Secretary ,you should go in corporate because there is so much money you can make out of it .I slipped into dilemma and i couldn’t take the decision, then i locked myself up in the room and thought for an hour that what i want to do with my life?. Then one thought came up into my puzzled mind that, I always wanted to be teacher (as it is in my genes also), because i felt that there are scarcity of efficient teachers also, over th...

                                     YES! Don’t educate her otherwise no one will marry her. Have you ever heard when people taunts like this to a girl or to her parents – Jyda mat padhao ladka nahi milega; kyun padh rahi hai itna? Time pass kar rahi hai shadi tak? ; abhi mat padh sasural jaake padhna; ladkiyo ko padhana he nahi cahhiye bahut jaban chalne lagti hai; bas graduation tak ho gai padhai ab shadi kardo; jaldi shadi karne se adjustment mein dikkat nahi hoti and baad mein ladka bhi nahi milega ; areey jyada padhi likhi hai ghar ka kya kaam karegi and many more comments like these.These words are often heard by those daughters whose parents has seriously taken the slogan ‘ Beti Bachao, Beti Padhao ’. They believed that it is equally important to educate the daughter as son because they know how important it is to be educated in today's era. Now i am in my late twenties,i...

                                People with a good sense of humor have a better sense of life Yes that's right! Only that person can survive in today's world who knows how to laugh at themselves .Now a days frustration is steeping among the youngsters. It is the new trend, people forgot how to be happy, they find reasons to make their life more miserable and downhearted.In trivial issues in life they feel frustrated and stressed, they often forget that you only get life once, it is precious,so relish it. Sometimes in life i also feel that life is nothing but just a piece of blank old paper,which is about to get tear off and nothing important is written on it.Life seems meaningless.Whenever i feel stressed out i make fun of myself and situations i face in my life. I surf on internet and watch funny videos. I remember all those lame jokes which my friends and i cracked long ago, then i go and sleep with a...

Yes I miss the old me! Sometimes in life you go so high and far that you fail to realize that you have left something long ago which by then was impossible to leave; Sometimes you miss those old moments and feelings.How time travels, takes us along with it and leaves us at a station which we never wanted to be in.All of a sudden one day you look into the mirror and realize that something substantial has left behind and now it is hard to catch. Now we have covered ourselves up with some sort of dual identity. But one day I was thinking that I am not the same person as before , I got irritated with the fact that why I have changed.I couldn’t help it, then I gone down again on the memory lane and started missing something badly. I miss ‘The Dancer’ It is not just that I don’t dance anymore or I don’t love it.I am the same crazy girl just like before.I used to dance at every possible songs and used to learn every step by watching videos numerous times. It is just that passion...

With every unpleasant experience in life ,some people becomes more emotionally stronger and on the other, there are some people who repel the human species. I think i am hanging in between these situations. I don’t know whether i became anti social or i understood that people won't understand ,so i stopped venting out my emotions to them. Meanwhile when this roller coaster is rolling in my mind ,God has made me meet two people of vast dissimilarity. One was the 4 years old (My friend’s little kid) and on the other one was the 64 years old, a retired school teacher( Whom I met while i was traveling) and they both gave me some priceless lessons for life .But I felt a very unusual connection and similarity between them .I felt the same comfort while talking to that kid and to that lady, felt the same happiness and felt like talking to them for hours. Then I was wondering what is the similarity between these two people who are so dissimilar and that has provoked me to think more ab...

Let’s make a castle in the sky ! Just imagine you're sitting in a gigantic room where the walls are painted with your favorite colors and it has all the stuff once you have ever   dreamt to have in your bed room,like your favorite music system, food items, favorite movies ,favorite games ,million dollars,expensive furniture ,shimmering lights and ,all those other things that you relish are there with you which makes you high in spirits. This imagination must have landed you to that place where you want to go outright.Isn't it? Now imagine a parallel situations with this above mentioned situation.You are listening to music (in that exorbitant music system), your favorite song and you're dancing on it, BUT, you're all alone.Now imagine that you’re eating delightful and delectable breakfast,lunch and dinner ,BUT ,you're all alone on the dining table? You have million dollars BUT you don't have anybody to enjoy your vacations with? What if you don’t have anyone...

Sometimes in the journey of this uncertain life we don’t want to be fake but every day we face different situations which judge our personality and eventually our behavior. Sometimes life makes you fake. Being genuine is so difficult even if you want to, it is not possible to remain genuine when circumstances in life are looking at you like devil with two red horns. From the last few days I realized that some people are not suffering from 'Multiple Personality Disorder' but they are   living in two different world with entirely two different personalities or we can say   they must be having ‘Life Personality Disorder’. This disorder is probably the most toxicated disorder out of all the the mental disorders we have. In other disorders we don’t know the actual suffering but in this syndrome we are very well aware about its consequences but we have to live with this syndrome. I met many people I have observed they are silently suffering from this disease. People live in two wo...

There are certain people in the world that they contribute to the world in an enormous manner , yet their identity is not recognized , they die in seclusion , they spread happiness and make our work a lot more easier, it is not easy to work without them, yet they exist without even making us realize and wants nothing in return, not even the admiration.Whenever we see them, we ignore them and pay no heed to them, we simply think how dirty and unhygienic they are,and move from that place, but have you ever paid a thought what the world would be without them?.Here are certain professions which I observed from my  life and i felt they are more richer then our  'Poor luxurious and lavish' lives. ‘ Balloon waale Bhaiya ’, the person who is selling the balloons (Happiness) are the most ignored person among all, but as a child I used to love them, by seeing them from the distant I used to feel so happy after seeing their one sight.I still remember some incidents from my childhoo...

Our earth is the most glamorous planet out of all the planets in the universe.We have discovered so many things to ease our life and to make ourselves to look more ravishing and fascinating. Now a days we all have lights in the cameras ,everyone is ready with their poise and charm, they are capturing beauties everywhere, this is the age of vanity.Everyone can become beautiful with the money in their hands.Every person thinks that he/she is just perfect in their own eyes.Everyone has smart phones, it has filters and make up apps,from which they can make them 'artificially beautiful'.But what I feel is that beauty is beyond the external beauty ,it is your lifestyle,it is how you see the world, behave in the world and understand the materialistic things in the world,that what matters. I don’t think so that I require make up to impress my man, instead I will impress him by doing the make up of my thoughts and refine it with every phase and situation.I will impress him with th...

(A heart rending message by a girl who has failed in love several times,but she stood up for herself,even after so many horrendous  experiences,she still feels that the 'love exists' and still dying for a fanatical love story.) Some People called me an ugly duckling, They say that I look ghastly, They don’t want to marry me because I can’t give them beautiful babies, I did not mind their words ,& I still believe that the   love exists, And it is somewhere beyond the external beauty, it is about meeting and mating of hearts, And there is someone who will come into your life, who wants his daughter to be your replica. Some people came into my life for a bit ,touched my soul ,ripped me apart, & promised me that they will stay, They disappeared forever like a shadow, But I still believe that the   love exists, It is not about coming back, it is about staying in your mind & heart forever. I have never seen many 'happily married c...

The most   terrible part of our life is that our age is unstoppable, people age and they die,story ends,but I was thinking what if any miracle happens and we stay young and energetic throughout our lives?. People generally says that it is not about the age,it is about the heart being young,but I feel   that I want the time to stand still and I want to be of 25 years of age forever and ever.I get scared of ageing , the feeling of being in your 20 s is beyond explaining, it is unmatched and irreplaceable.The energy,the power,the feeling of conquering the world, obsession to win, fire which is boiling down in your belly,the hunger for physical love,all these have a different magic at this age and I don’t think it comes with any other age. There are various reasons for that- First one is that,I want to fall in love as I fall in this age, those butterflies in the stomach;That happiness of seeing your crush standing ,feel like looking at him endlessly and the beating of ...

All of us are not talented or i would rather say “Born talented”. Some of us are just born ordinarily like everyone else in this world, we come on earth, grow up, earn ,nurture our families and then die, this is our whole life cycle. We think that we are accustomed, we have nothing special and unique especially when we see some such incredible talents hovering around in front of our eyes, they are ‘God gifted’, and that we can’t help it. Some are born with some disabilities, or i would say that god has already indicated that they are born special unlike the other ordinary people, if he has taken something from you, surely he has set it off at some other place, you need to find out where he has replaced it. What i am saying    is, it is not necessary that you need to be born with incredible talents, try different things everyday in life which will lead you to that path you never imagined of, by doing that you might come across some of your talents which you have never felt ...