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“Existential Realization” – A view opposed to existential Crisis

One day at midnight, I was mindlessly sitting and reading stories about people and how their lives were going on Instagram and Facebook (which apparently shouldn’t be my concern at all). I was scrolling down the posts as if something was wrong with my finger as it was refusing to stop. I was looking at happy faces, big lavish lifestyles, ads (of the things I like) in between, holidays and many other things which were triggering me. And suddenly, I realised that what have we done to our lives? Are we all going insane? All we have is a "show and show off" attitude. With this, we are digging our mental grave so deep that it is now extremely difficult to come out of that mud. We are undoubtedly putting ourselves in a crisis without realising that it is killing our invaluable feeling of "existence". After making life a total mess, we find solutions to clean it up. We manipulate our own emotions and then try to convince our hearts with various techniques, and then try to

ऐ ज़िन्दगी ,अब मैं तुझे थोड़ा समझने लगी हूँ

एक वक़्त था जब खुद को ढूंढ रही थी, मौका तलाश रही थी खुद को तराशने का, मैं क्या हूँ ,मैं कौन हूँ और क्यूँ हूँ? , बस आज जब खुद को जानने लगी हूँ , अब लगता है खुद को इतना क्यूँ समझने लगी हूँ पहले दुःख मे रोती थी और सुख मे हंसती थी, आज ना दुःख में दुःखी और सुख मे सुखी होती हूँ, क्यूंकि समझ लिया है की इनके दोगले चेहरे है, कभी आते है कभी बिन बोले चले जाते है , अब इनका हाथ तो थाम लिया है पर इनकी तरफ देखने का मन नहीं करता , लगता है ऐ ज़िन्दगी अब तुझे थोड़ा समझने लगी हूँ लोग आएगें दो बाते प्यार की बोलकर चले जायेगें , जानती हूँ मैं , मैं फिर भी उनसे मोहब्बत बेशुमार करुँगी, क्यूंकि ज़िन्दगी बहुत छोटी है ये जान चुकी हूँ , लगता है ऐ ज़िन्दगी अब तुझे थोड़ा समझने लगी हूँ बीती बाते आज भी याद आती है, कितनी भी कोशिश कर लू ज़ेहन से नहीं निकाल पाती, कोई नहीं आएगा इस बक्से को बंद करने, ये खुद की जंग है खुद को ही लड़नी पड़ेगी , इतना जान चुकी हूँ मैं , लगता है ऐ ज़िन्दगी अब तुझे थोड़ा समझने लगी हूँ कोई नहीं याद करेगा तुझे मरने के बाद, शमशान मे जलाने के बाद ,कुछ दिनों में दिल से भी जला देगें,

The Power of Love, Commitment and Loyalty

‘If someone thinks that love and peace is a cliche that must have been left behind in the sixties, that’s their problem. Love and peace are Eternal’- john lenon Yes it is absolutely right! Love is one of the most profound feelings in the world, it cures people, it heals all the deep wounds .This feeling of ‘Being in love’ is incomparable and unmatchable. It is the only emotion in the world that makes you feel so foolish about yourself and at the same time you feel out of the world when your heart is dipped into the sea of love. Dedicating this to all the people who are fortunate, who are in love ,to all those who have someone always standing by their side, embrace the fact that at least you have someone to fight with, you can annoy someone and can drive someone crazy ;At least you have someone that you can celebrate your life with.It feels like the seventh heaven when you cuddle and hug the person you love.Don’t let your stupid little tiffs break your relationship, don’t let

Teaching - a Passion or Profession?

When i was pursuing law ,there were various career options that are available with me ,so it was on me to decide which way i have to push myself, where i would be perfectly fit in. Then i consulted and asked some people, all have tutored me differently ,some advised me that i should go for Judiciary, because there are scarcity of Judges and it is one of the most elite profession in the field of law ; Some told me that i should go for litigation because, it is quite challenging and never let your brain go underutilized ; Some told me that you are a Company Secretary ,you should go in corporate because there is so much money you can make out of it .I slipped into dilemma and i couldn’t take the decision, then i locked myself up in the room and thought for an hour that what i want to do with my life?. Then one thought came up into my puzzled mind that, I always wanted to be teacher (as it is in my genes also), because i felt that there are scarcity of efficient teachers also, over th

Beti Bachao PAR Beti Mat Padhao!

                                     YES! Don’t educate her otherwise no one will marry her. Have you ever heard when people taunts like this to a girl or to her parents – Jyda mat padhao ladka nahi milega; kyun padh rahi hai itna? Time pass kar rahi hai shadi tak? ; abhi mat padh sasural jaake padhna; ladkiyo ko padhana he nahi cahhiye bahut jaban chalne lagti hai; bas graduation tak ho gai padhai ab shadi kardo; jaldi shadi karne se adjustment mein dikkat nahi hoti and baad mein ladka bhi nahi milega ; areey jyada padhi likhi hai ghar ka kya kaam karegi and many more comments like these.These words are often heard by those daughters whose parents has seriously taken the slogan ‘ Beti Bachao, Beti Padhao ’. They believed that it is equally important to educate the daughter as son because they know how important it is to be educated in today's era. Now i am in my late twenties,i am observing the Indian culture like never before and i curse myself for observing it, be

Infectious Humor

                                People with a good sense of humor have a better sense of life Yes that's right! Only that person can survive in today's world who knows how to laugh at themselves .Now a days frustration is steeping among the youngsters. It is the new trend, people forgot how to be happy, they find reasons to make their life more miserable and downhearted.In trivial issues in life they feel frustrated and stressed, they often forget that you only get life once, it is precious,so relish it. Sometimes in life i also feel that life is nothing but just a piece of blank old paper,which is about to get tear off and nothing important is written on it.Life seems meaningless.Whenever i feel stressed out i make fun of myself and situations i face in my life. I surf on internet and watch funny videos. I remember all those lame jokes which my friends and i cracked long ago, then i go and sleep with a smile and think that this is one of the most funniest day of my life t

I miss the old ME

Yes I miss the old me! Sometimes in life you go so high and far that you fail to realize that you have left something long ago which by then was impossible to leave; Sometimes you miss those old moments and feelings.How time travels, takes us along with it and leaves us at a station which we never wanted to be in.All of a sudden one day you look into the mirror and realize that something substantial has left behind and now it is hard to catch. Now we have covered ourselves up with some sort of dual identity. But one day I was thinking that I am not the same person as before , I got irritated with the fact that why I have changed.I couldn’t help it, then I gone down again on the memory lane and started missing something badly. I miss ‘The Dancer’ It is not just that I don’t dance anymore or I don’t love it.I am the same crazy girl just like before.I used to dance at every possible songs and used to learn every step by watching videos numerous times. It is just that passion